Today, I woke up in a good mood for once First time in six months, I don't hate you as much You weren't there in my dreams, I could finally sleep I felt good, but it sucks, I don't hate you as much
It's easier holdin' a grudge (Grudge) I'd rather be angry than crushed (Crushed) I'm doin' too much (I do too much) I'm back where I started again (Again) Cryin' and callin' my friends (Mmm) This shit never ends, ugh
I get so sick of myself Can't stop overthinkin' I heard you're happy somewhere else But I don't forget too well I get so sick of myself Can't stop reminiscin' I heard you're happy somewhere else But I don't forget too well
I still see your face, I hate hearin' your name What a wreck, what a shame, I'm replayin' that day And you called me at eight, two weeks on a break Just to ask for more space, you're my biggest mistake
It's easier holdin' a grudge (Grudge) I'd rather be angry than crushed (Crushed) I'm doin' too much (I do too much) I'm back where I started again (Again) Cryin' and callin' my friends (Mmm) This shit never ends, ugh
I get so sick of myself Can't stop overthinkin' I heard you're happy somewhere else But I don't forget too well I get so sick of myself Can't stop reminiscin' I heard you're happy somewhere else But I don't forget too well
I get so sick of myself Can't stop overthinkin' I heard you're happy somewhere else But I don't forget too well